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Hello there! My name is Ellie C: I'm originally from London but I love to travel so I'm running around frequently. I love to sing, dance, make art, and go for long runs. I may come off as just a touch strange however, I see the world a little differently.

Though I would like to think I'm pretty friendly so please feel free to say hello! C:

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  1. just-fuckin-survive:

    Where the hell did you even come from

    Internet got booted back up while I was out…but I came from my parents about 26 years ago! :D

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  4. Tony Turtle

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    It weird what time can do to you. It can change who you are. Change the way you see things or interpret them. One thing time can never change for me is the love I have for the people in this hellish place. Sure, I mean…love is a term I don’t use often because I have a problem with emotions that aren’t rage and hatred. But I mean, I do love every single person in here. Don’t ask why, because I’ll never know. Friends are friends and there’s no need for reasons.

    I guess to get to my point, El is back out from hiding which is always nice. I missed her most. I think she’s the only one I can be myself around without fear of her freaking out. She makes me feel normal and that’s a beautiful thing.

    Me. The past weeks have been spent in seclusion because there’s really nothing else to do when you have nothing to do. I took another drawing pad and some paints. My room is destroyed and that makes me happy. It’s homey in here. The paint on the walls help me cope with not having a lighter. It calms me.

    My sweet boy, these days aren’t the same without you :C I feel horribly guilty for leaving you alone and by yourself. Honestly I thought I was doing you a favor, I thought I was taking pressure away from you but obviously it had the opposite effect. I pray you can forgive me, if there is anything I can do to make it up to you- no I will find a way to make this better in some way possible.

    While I was gone, do you remember us talking about this?, I saw the ocean. Only briefly while my plane was taking off, but I saw it. It’s close by we should go together. Take a day off from “getting better” and just go. It would be fun wouldn’t it Tony Turtle?

  5. "The ultimate lesson all of us have to learn is unconditional love, which includes not only others but ourselves as well."

    - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via youarepullingthetrigger)
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  6. I’ve missed you all!

    I’m so terribly sorry for my leave of absence! I know I practically dropped off the face of the earth without a trace and I can assure you all I feel horrible for it. :C In a stupid decision I had decided to leave, thinking I would be better off away from here. I figured I was too…destructive…? I think that’s the word for it. I didn’t want anyone to get too attached and I not be able to support. I felt far more horrible away than I did here however. Everyone here…you’re all like family to me.

    I kept thinking of every one of you <3 How Adam and Craig are like the parents, how Charla is like a sister to me, Ryan who is a complete sweetheart, William, Gabe, everyone <3 I’ve missed you horrible. I’m so sorry I left, so so sorry. And I’m trying my best to get Andy back here as well, I’m sure he’ll be showing up in a few days. C:

    And Tony, my sweet, beautiful baby boy, words cannot describe how much I missed you, how much my heart was aching. My thoughts were always about you, chest heavy and eyes always wet. My feels have not changed one bit for you, but if you’re angry with me, I understand. You’re still the sun in the sky and the air I breathe. I missed you so much.

    And Tony? Time away has made me realize something I should have said sooner. Far sooner.

    I love you.

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